To scared to start again,
To lost to hold on.
Whispers brush my ears,
Pushing me along.
But tears don’t seem enough,
Breaths can’t reach my lungs.
I’m drowning in my own words,
Dying off my own drug.

In between these two walls,
So tightly held in place
Questions race the hallways
Hurrying up my pace.
Every second I am doubting,
Should I let myself be carried away?
Will it pay off to love?
Or will it lead me to decay…

So many hard choices to make
So little options to decide.
I must set my head straight,
And leave my fears aside.
I should not waste time,
For it does not take pain away.
Unlock myself and open up,
Hear what others have to say.

To long I held this interior fight
And it has done nothing but tire me out.
Waiting for answers that never come,
Receiving only endless doubts.
I am sure someday I’ll breake free,
Even if it takes long,
The moment will eventually come,
When I’ll finally be Strong…